just an update

  173 today. that means ive lost 53lbs since the 30 of september. 13.5 of that was just in the last 15 days, and ive lost 15 inches around my waist (my biggest trouble spot)  im feeling great for the most part. not a single headache this round or in about a month and the were daily before. my back dosnt hurt anymore.  i feel strong, like im ready to handle anything, this is why i have decided at the end of this month, im cutting all my damn hair off. ive never had short hair and im growing it right back out but its time. it looks terrible, even if not a single strand falls out from now on it is not worth keeping... im scared to cut off my hair.  i should have known that it wouldnt be so easy, and with all great things there is some sacrifice you have to make.  i was kinda hoping that going 40 days without food was enough but no.  for anybody i havent told, its not the hormone killing my hair its a mix of my being anemic and losing so much weight so fast.  ladies take your iron, eat a cow.   ok im done bitching about the hair. i feel the best ive ever felt, and im so happy.  i cant wait to buy a new outfit, none of my stuff fits. and on april 18th im having a pb and j, this keeps me going.